lowtide
man, i wish i blogged more but i guess its just not in my blood.
almost 18! almost a college student! almost 2 years! this summmer has been eventful but in a slow-summer-sucking-on-grass-watching-clouds sort of way. i want to lay down and watch the clouds, maybe i will do that tomorrow.
i really want to watch 500 days of summer, i’m listening to the soundtrack right now and have only gone through 2 songs, but it’s soooo gooood. mmmm. oh, i guess i can’t say i dislike this season of sytycd so much anymore, tyce’s dance was the first dance to actuallly make me cry. i’ve been crying a lot darn that time traveler’s wife, but it feels nice. feels human, you know?
i can’t for any ounce of me create a coherent blog. how oh how did i manage to get into college? how am i going to survive?
it’s always in the back of my mind, ghosts doesnt stray to far behind, is that how the saying goes? grandmama is a lot better lately i think, but i wish dad woulld just get off his ego and put her in a retirement home, shes so miserable at home and daddy’s just yelling at her for majority of the time.
i want to get my driver’s liscense but i have no one to practice with. i just want to be able to drive so i can see le now and then.
ttaaataaa
