summer and other things
its been appoximately 1 day since I’ve graduated and i haven’t cried yet which surprised me. I think its because i’m really anxious/excited for whatever is ahead for me in life and it just feels right to have graduated right now, i feel ready to move on with my life but at the same time really afraid. i feel like there are so many things i need to do before i go off to UOP, so many people i need to see and places i have to visit but i havent done anything much so far. my graduation robe and stoles are still in a pile on the table next to my graduation gifts for the girls and evverrrything is disorganize! maybe i shall make list
- thank the neighbors/madre/uncle for the gifts and make presents for wilsonson/carolyn seng
- surprise surprise for the bffs!
- surprise surprise for the boyfry!
- clean
- organize, label, put away for safe keeping
- things for UOP —- shower stuff, bed stuff, MEDICAL HISTORY, wavier for orientation
- get my driver’s liscense
i feel like im losing touch with evryboody alreaddddy :(
its 4;24 and i can’t sleep, darn odd nap today. tehehe! graduation balloons are so cuuuuuuteeeee! when they inflate im going to keep them foorrrever, im such a packrat and it takes me forever to organize and clean stuff which is a really bad combination.
nanntuckket, there once was a man who lived in nantucket, just like how theres a girl in paris and a girl in san jose whooo cant sleep. maybe i will see the sunrise today. i havent seen the sunrise since i think 2 summers ago, with kathleen. last n falling summer i kept on falling alsleep. i miss what we used to have :(, i really do and i blame myself for letting us drift so far apart. it used to be so effortless talking to you and we could spend hours laughing at nothing but now its hard even to keep a conversation going and i miss you so much, i miss us so much. sometimes i feel so numb around people, idk why though!
my toenails still have prom polish on them, haha i think its kinda coooool. im out of chocolate at my house and i really want some and i always want chocolate pudding but i never make anyyyy. if i wasnt so afraid of the dark i would go into the kitchen and make flan. tooodaaay me and brrrrooofer andy went to the cleaners to get his expesive pants altered which was cool, i like just talking to him. hes such a good boy but i wish he had more drive in him, he could really do such great things. we are a very indecisive bunch. so after the cleaners we walked into lion’s and didnt buy anything and then went to rite aid - didn;t buy anything - and then to the liquor store where we started to crave starbucks so we walked to starbucks but decided we didnt want any before we walked through the door. we ended up going home and i made eggs. hahahaha, always eating eggs. and then i took a reaaally weird nap when i was going to get ready to run to le’s but i didnt :( and then when i woke up my dad was being mean to my mom and kept talking about what a failure he thinks micheal is, which is unfair. he was saying things like i wish i havent approved of his marriage, he’ll make a horrible husband and all this stuff and about how all my mom cares about is that hes religious and my mom was getting so sad. micheal is her favorite and its just unfair. hes always so unselfish and whenever all four of us are free he always tries to take us out to places for us to learn like museums and stuff and i dont know. i think my dad has ever taken the time to know any of his kids and its unfair that he is judging my brother :(
man … what a random blog im going to look for reviews about cameras :)
